Esmeralda's Struggle
Trigger warning- this blog does not discuss self harm, but mental illness and depression are referenced. S orry to bother yall, I feel like such a failure. My drinking has gotten out of hand. At least that is what my parents think. I go to work. I graduated with a masters. If I want to drink its my prerogative right....right? Anyways, I have been feeling better for the most part. I am pretty active in my writing. I am finishing my blog at a dramatically fast pace. Is this a manic episode or is my creative just finally running wild after having been sleeping in a cave for the past 2 months?? Is this happiness? Or is this my brain playing a trick on me? Any ways, I am going to enjoy it the best I can. I started wanting to write ever since reading Judy Blume books as a child. My mother put me on to them. They really helped me in my teenage years. I got picked on a lot. I had a lot of acne. I mean like cystic acne. I have tried every home remedy in the book! And every 3 step program