Esmeralda's Struggle

Trigger warning- this blog does not discuss self harm, but mental illness and depression are referenced.

Sorry to bother yall,

I feel like such a failure.

My drinking has gotten out of hand. At least that is what my parents think.  

I go to work. I graduated with a masters. If I want to drink its my prerogative right....right?

Anyways, I have been feeling better for the most part. 

I am pretty active in my writing. I am finishing my blog at a dramatically fast pace. 

Is this a manic episode or is my creative just finally running wild after having been sleeping in a cave for the past 2 months?? Is this happiness? Or is this my brain playing a trick on me?

Any ways, I am going to enjoy it the best I can.

I started wanting to write ever since reading Judy Blume books as a child. My mother put me on to them. They really helped me in my teenage years.

 I got picked on a lot.

 I had a lot of acne. I mean like cystic acne.

 I have tried every home remedy in the book! And every 3 step program you could think of. Even though the coconut oil and putting my face over a pot of hot water,towel on my head,worked. 

It was either birth control or leaving puberty that finally got me to my facial glory years. 

Anyways, Judy Blume. All I can remember saying was " I must,  I must, I must increase my bust" and let's just say, after turning 30, I was ready to get my breast reduction. 

I am 5'3, and 145 pounds. I do not miss that 1900 grams of breast they removed.

Omg. This is a lot if information for one entry. 

Plus, Greeny just got home  She might be pregnant. Let me see what that is about. 


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